Selasa, 23 Februari 2010

One Thing

One thing that I know is I'm trying to make you as the one.
One thing that I know is I'm trying to be worth it for you as well.
One thing that I know is I'm trying to keep the bond of us.
One thing that I know is I'm trying to be the one you love.
One thing that I know is I'm trying to be faithful that you can trust in.
One thing that I know is I'm trying to ignore all flirting-signs that shown by other guys.
One thing that I know is I'm trying to let you know the things that I hid from you.
One thing that I know is I'm trying to make you honest about your feeling to me.
And the last thing that I know is I'm trying to let you know that I don't want to lose you, forever.
There are many things that I would like to say to you. But I don't know how.
Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me? And after all, you are my wonderwall.

~For the one that I had 'a trip' with, F.M.


Senin, 18 Januari 2010

After A Month

After a month i had a relationship with my boyfriend, i just realized that i've just fallen in love. Yeaaah!!! After a month!!! Hahaha... I might be crazy :-D But this is a real, guys. I guess i won't cheat on him and i hope he does, too. I'm falling in looovveee!!! Yaaayyy!! Hahaha..

Minggu, 17 Januari 2010

Highlight of My Mind


I am flaring up. I am mesmerized. I am hypnotized, harmonically.
I ♥ Fadianto Mirza
...with every beat of my heart.

Morning Enlightment

How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives. ~Annie Dillard

Sabtu, 16 Januari 2010


Source: DeviantArt by JeannieBlue.

I've changed my blog name and little bit re-design on here and there. Well, maybe you asking around, what is LACHRYMOSE, rite? That sounds strange, isn't it? Hmm, that was just a coincidence i found that words....of course on dictionary, peeps. The meaning of Lachrymose is "yang membuat air mata bercucuran". With the essences of that word, i hope the phrases in every story i write in this blog can make you dropping your teardrops :)


Jumat, 15 Januari 2010

About A Relationship.

Two days ago, i had fights with my boyfriend. He disappointed me. Something that hurt me and i was very angry about that. And i asked everything that scared me, about his true feeling. Hmm, i haven't trusted him yet, actually.
I was in pain, deeply pain and i hid all that stuff so long. I knew that i was in a gloomy emotion, i doubted his love for me and i thought that i was just his sweet-escape because he broke up with his old girlfriend. Ah, fool.
I told everything to all my best friends and one of them, Nerisha, recommended a song that was very match with my condition that time. A song from Maroon 5, Better That We Break.
Damn. It hurt. But it was real. I was not fine, not OK. But i thought that i really had to keep this relationship, because i didn't want to leave him. I didn't know what kind of feeling i had to him, yea, more than love, you know. Huh. That was why i didn't want to break up with him :( even I was hurt that deep, but i knew i had to be patient. Yeah, patient. That's an important keyword for a relationship. And t-r-u-s-t. I've learned it. In a relationship, which involved two persons and one of them should not dominate it. And we should (err...maybe MUST) believe in each other, that both of us will not leave each other without any convince reasons.
So, i can conclude that i have to trust my boyfriend and love him whatever, wherever, and whenever he is.
I do love him. Yea, and i am sure about it.

Fia <3

Jumat, 01 Januari 2010

Rendezvous 2k9

On December 27th, 2009, at Gramedia Expo, Surabaya, people were gathered. There was an art-exhibition and performing arts which held by SMAN 5 Surabaya and sponsored by Rexona. The event was called Rendezvous 2k9 "Where Art Has No Limit".
Hell-yeah, i was there! With my boyfriend & lots of friends. I was rea
lly excited with that event because of its guest star! Yeah, NIDJI!!! FYI, i am a Nidjiholic --the named of Nidji's fans--.
Hmm maybe i'm not supposed to talk (too much) about it, i'll just drop the photos here :---)

Yeaaaah!!! It's NIDJI!!! They looked fabulous, didn't they?

Run-D, the keyboardist of NIDJI. Is he cute? :P

The guitarist of --ah i forget the name of the band. lol. Look at his hands, just like he wanted to fly, huh?

Photographer: Firas P.
Editor: Me.
Well, others photo will be uploaded, soon! Hang-on, guys! See ya <3<3