About A Relationship.

Two days ago, i had fights with my boyfriend. He disappointed me. Something that hurt me and i was very angry about that. And i asked everything that scared me, about his true feeling. Hmm, i haven't trusted him yet, actually.
I was in pain, deeply pain and i hid all that stuff so long. I knew that i was in a gloomy emotion, i doubted his love for me and i thought that i was just his sweet-escape because he broke up with his old girlfriend. Ah, fool.
I told everything to all my best friends and one of them, Nerisha, recommended a song that was very match with my condition that time. A song from Maroon 5, Better That We Break.
Damn. It hurt. But it was real. I was not fine, not OK. But i thought that i really had to keep this relationship, because i didn't want to leave him. I didn't know what kind of feeling i had to him, yea, more than love, you know. Huh. That was why i didn't want to break up with him :( even I was hurt that deep, but i knew i had to be patient. Yeah, patient. That's an important keyword for a relationship. And t-r-u-s-t. I've learned it. In a relationship, which involved two persons and one of them should not dominate it. And we should (err...maybe MUST) believe in each other, that both of us will not leave each other without any convince reasons.
So, i can conclude that i have to trust my boyfriend and love him whatever, wherever, and whenever he is.
I do love him. Yea, and i am sure about it.


Love,
Fia <3